Hi Abby, my kumare, soulmate, bestie! I know that you’re hurting. I know that you’re sad and you feel so alone sometimes. A lot might be happening in your life lately. You’ve had to make some changes and you haven’t been yourself. I know that you occasionally turn to your vices and that sometimes you feel like the whole entire world is against you. I know you feel like you’re alone, lost in the sadness and misery.

Chasnie is here to remind you that you're never on your own. Your pain is my pain. Your battle is my battle. You're my bestie, kumare, therefore whatever you're feeling, I'm feeling as well. If you need someone to chat to at 1:00 a.m., I'm still awake at that hour, ha? Or anytime please know that I'm always very available for you. It's right here, I'm right here if you need a shoulder to cry on. I'm just here, and I'm a chat/text/call away if you need someone to talk to. I want to be the one you go to when you just need someone or anything at all.

Knowing that the person you treasure so much is hurting, is very heartbreaking.

So I promise you that I’ll fight by your side until you’re not hurting anymore. You’re still going to have days that hurt so bad. You’re probably still going to have days when the thing that makes you so sad still haunts you. But I guarantee that you will never go a day without me at your side, guiding you through all of life's challenges. You have me at your good days and especially at your bad days.

I will not leave you to fight alone; I will always be by your side, assisting you in overcoming your demons one by one until you are able to close your eyes at night and sleep without even thinking about them. When feeling down and negativity eats you, I will replace all your negative thoughts with all positive emotion I can think of, because that's what you deserve. Knowing you're happy also makes me so happy and I promise you that we’ll find peace together. I love you too much to let what is hurting you envelope you.

I can’t count how many times I’ve had to depend on you when things go bad. You’ve always had my back and gave me hope when I’m not finding my feet. We’ve been through thick and thin together, and even at this trying time, please know that you can always count on me. You're not alone because you have me, and NCT! I love you so much mare!! Life has been tough and I am so proud of you for not giving up! Best girl!!!